feelings:...ummm...okies...

today was a wonderful day... except i didn't feel good today... i felt sick... i got a big cow today... thanx 2 mai sister... o... band camp was hell... cuz of certain ppl... but all in all it wuz aight to... i don't know what else to say i guess...

* somethings make you feel like you're going thru hell... have so much pain... that it makes you want to die...but that is what helps us go on with our lives... and it makes us a better person inside...*

feeling:ummm...okies..i guess...

well..it's been..sooo~ errrs...hahaha..well...it was a fun day...yups...**smile smile** thanks yuki-chan for the happie card/paper thingy...i really needed that..cause of certain peepo..ahhhh! next week is band camp fun isn't it...i think im kinda frends with scary boi...dunno...i talked to Jay today...heehee..did not believe that i missed him...heehee...come to my skooo jay!!!hmmmm...dunno wut else to write...
this is wut boredom does to u....

*~can u be the one u want by ur side...forever...u always seem to be in my mind...yet...do u think of me that way too?~*

feeling:mixed..rite now...

errrr...im soo...ummm...mixed feeling rite now...sorri to some peepo today i was bitchy...yup..going through some stuff...well today was fun...it's funny @ 3rd period...yup..Alika and i were outside wait for da bell to ring..yup..we alwayz do dat..but yea..we saw a bee..we're like ohhh~ we better get it before someone will step on it and well rite wen we said dat someone stepped on it...i was like...ohhh no~!...sooo~.we took it...he held it for me..then we had a firedrill...funnny...stuff we go back...we go look for his sister..and then i see baldy...hahahaaha...scary boi looking at me...then recess gave yuki-chan happy food she looked really sad...hmmm...went to class..then next was mr.sleepy's class...that's wen i got to look @ da bee...heeheehee...wes fun...then went home and studied for awhile..hahaahaha...band outing was today..they went to wapio park..hahaaha...well gonna go...but imma gonna write something....

*~why must peepo judge you for how you dress...some peepo are sooo~ stupid..or maybe they envy everything bout you...peepo  can try take your frends and things away and they can't take away the knowledge you have...in yuorself and everything else~*

feeling:Happie...

^___^..okies well it's been one heck of a fun...week...im sooo~ happy...**smile**even though there is allot of shit flying bout me...but ohhh well...hahaahaha...well let's see...week soo~ far is all good...i dunno wut to say..okies...im gonna write something...

simply most things..are there for certain reasons..like peepo going out with this certain person...cause u like them..true? and then u break up for some reasons...it's not working out...but yet u may be going through the hell..just think god put them there for a reason...it was a lesson for u to learn...and if u kill urself for those reasons...it's not worth it..even if u're going through allot of pain...just live through it...cause death is not the answer to all ur problems...and also Dreams Do Come True...it's up to u to keep it alive...